Wednesday Wednesday
Well that last post was certainly depressing! Man am I rapid cycling these days. Today, I had these grand thoughts about unplugging and spring cleaning to clear away the cobwebs. Totally excited and pumped to get started! I even turned the computer off. Then this happened …
One more cup of coffee…check email on iphone…something needed attention on the blog… turned computer back on… decided to blog about it… well crap… cycle repeats…about to turn computer off… wait, cant post a blog without a picture! Wanna see the result of painting the shelves in the studio? Well of course you do.
Ta-da!
It is a space that feels really good. Therefore, mission accomplished! There is still much to do. Most importantly paint the walls. Current color is NOT a good studio color but that is a job to tackle another day. For the moment, it is a wonderful space to work in and we are happy artists.
Love and unplugging for realz this time,
Wenders
Monday Monday
Trying to stop letting lhe “To Do” list overwhelm me. I crapily painted the shelves for the studio. Note to self: Don’t skimp on the quality of the paint. Even medium grade paint would have worked fine. Also use a primer. ALWAYS! By the time I was done, or mostly done, I was so sick of that paint that I was done (even when it could have done with a few more coats). Just done. We needed a working studio though. At this point, I have no idea what to do in it. I am so confused on direction right now. Maybe if I just go in there and worked on something it will come, but at the moment I feel like I am heavy with details I am not even aware of yet. Finding myself right now seems monumental and big.
Windmill City and Spring
Spring is here! We just got back from a spring break trip to visit my parents in my hometown in West Texas. It is always nice to regroup and spend some time in the country during spring time. Which is the only time West Texas is pretty in my opinion. It was nice seeing all my favorite plants in bloom and more fruit trees being planted. Jude absolutely loved being outside and he exhausted me and my mom with his obsessive need to slide on the big kids slide and swing set. I wish I’d taken pictures now but I was on a camera sabbatical. Parker had fun catching up with old friends, riding the gocart and catching up with old friends.
Now we are back home and trying to settle into some sort of routine. Easier said than done! So far studio time on Tuesdays and Thursdays is working well. Jude is still settling into preschool (i.e. still cries like crazy when I leave him) and I have managed to complete one commission job and start a few paintings. I also have a house full of furniture and other various non canvas items to paint and get creative with. So much so that I am toying with the idea of renting a booth in one of our local junk/antique shops to sell some of my custom painted furniture. Just toying with the idea mind you. I have a bit more than I can digest right now but it is on the back burner. I think Wenderflonia Studios has suchgreat potential and I am feeling a burst of creative spirit. Now to find the energy and organization it will take to keep things going. That is a tall order right now but it is one day at a time.
In other news. I am really looking forward to an upcoming girlfriend retreat. Two of my dear friends and I are running away from our kids and menfolk for a much needed weekend of relaxation and retreat. Can you say spa treatments!? Woo hoo! This will be exactly what I need to meditate and regroup.
Love and stuff,
Wenders.
Fresh Starts
What a glorious day!! So many fresh starts and changes in the air.
I have been working on something that I have wanted for so long. My own studio (or shared studio space with the man of my dreams!) ….aaaaand I GOT IT! I spent the day organizing that dream. It is such a nice in-home space with doors that shut out the world and grabby toddler hands. It was an amazing and sometimes hard journey to get here. When we first decided it was time to buy our first grown-up house we made a list of a few must haves. I won’t bore you with the long list of picky details, or how long we had to wait but will just say that we got it all and then some. The best part being a studio space. I guess in most people’s homes they would call it a downstairs study or office, but to us it is pure heaven with french doors. I plan on doing a “before and after remodel” post so I won’t reveal too much of the awesome-ness now. I just wanted to talk a little about what it means to me as an artist and stay at home mom.
First thing we had to do was come to terms with was the fact that it was time for Jude to start going to some sort of child care or Tuesday/Thursday school outside of the home. The occasional play dates and library story times a few times a week weren’t cutting it. There is only so much entertainment I can give a kid who needs a little socialization and time away from mommy. I was already past desperate for some me time as well. Realizing that I was pushing back the Wendy that wanted to create and paint for herself simply because it was too tiring to be her and the supermom/partner that my family needed me to be was hard to swallow. It was time to let others into our life to help care for little guy. We so lucked out with our small community’s local child care facility. They are so kind and loving. They also had the perfect spot for him to go two times a week that worked with my schedule. The best part for me is that they offer video monitoring. I love this!! I can log on and see what my sweetness is doing all day. It is hard for me to break the attachment and closeness we have shared over the last 2 years, so still being able to see that he is actually napping, eating, playing with other kids helps me feel connected. He is still in the adjustment period and drop-offs are still hard but he seems to be adjusting well.
MEANWHILE! I have been busy getting the space ready to be a wonderful place for creative goodness. This is absolutely my dream come true. I have so many plans for business opportunities to come. Along with a fresh new physical creative space, Simon also put a new coat of paint on the old Wenderflonia website and it looks great. He added a few new tabs such as the newest painting tab that has a sweet button that will send you straight to my shop to purchase. Loving it! A renewal of sorts is setting in. I am feeling this! What are you doing to see your dream come true? This is what mine is looking like.
Love a real live artist,
Wenders
Happy Birthday JuJu Bee!
Yesterday we celebrated the birthday of Our Jude. He is the sweetest, most dynamic and talented 2 year old we know.
His first birthday (remember that one!?) was a grand affair (as it should be!) so we decided that a small little gathering of nearby family and friends would do us just fine. All my awesome menfolk came early to help with the last and worst part of our move. My raised beds were still at the old house and I wasn’t about to leave them behind. We also needed the dirt for back-fill in some washed out parts. It was very hard work and I am so lucky to have such a giving and helping family.
Once all the hard work was done we enjoyed presents, burgers and good company. Jude has been in toy heaven ever since. He doesn’t get a lot of sugary treats so he was a little “high” on the excitement and junk food. He didn’t go to bed until 1:30 am!
So happy birthday Jude! This next year will be so full of excitement and new adventures. Let’s go take a nap.
Love the mama of a sweetie,
Wenders
Fall, Halloween and Purgatory
I hope everyone had an awesome Halloween. Ours was great!. The big kid ran around the neighborhood with friends and we parked the little one in front of the candy bowl. We handed out bowl after bowl of sugary-over marketed goodness. We attempted the trick or treat thing but it didn’t really work. Jude was perfectly happy mooching out of our own candy bowl. Fall is officially my new favorite season. (I gave up on spring when we only got a few weeks of awesomeness and then it hit 100.) Right now everything is cool crisp and changing colors! It is beautiful and quiet here in suburban North Texas. I’ve done little things here and there that I will try to blog about, but mostly the days have been filled with keeping up with the family.
As usual, I’m having energy problems. I dont have enough. Sometimes our days can get hectic with everyone having such a crazy schedule. I have to keep up wit hall of them and feel a little dizzy at times. However, I am still trying to be more relaxed and let the holiday season roll up. Next up…Thanksgiving….Oh gawd I am tired already!
The season is upon is and there will be tons of things to get ready for…. Did I mention that I have an energy problem?
In the studio news…. Is there any?! There are many things I wish I could be doing in my studio and in the garden right now; however, I feel like I am in limbo. To spill the beans, we are in the process of buying some property that would allow for REAL studio space! I can’t tell you how excited we are. The snag is that, as with most of the real estate in our newer area, it is a short sale situation. I don’t have the heart to explain the stress of a short sale, or what it even is if you don’t know, so here is a link. I will let Wikipedia do the job. Needless to say, purchasing this home has been a very stressful and long task. I feel like we are in purgatory and nothing is getting done or progressing untill we have a closing date or even a final answer. We are in the last stage right now where we are jsut waiting on final approval from the investors. We are mainly trying to keep positive and hang in there and be patient… The patience thing is really hard!
So that is where we are at right now in Wenderflonia Land. The holidays are coming up and am in the craft making mood. I’ll get to blogging more.
On pins and needles, but still yours.
Wenders
Still Dreaming
Random thoughts from Wenderflonia
There isn’t much time in the day to do much else. We are getting there slowly but surely, and although it feels like time stands still, we are marching forward. I believe that is loads better than waiting.
I am at a point where I am just enjoying the time watching my littlest grow and trying to keep up with the teenager. Life in our house is moving faster than I can keep up and I don’t want to miss it.
A new realization hit me. We are undeniably aging. I am getting into a habit of listing all my aches and pains….. Who does that? OLD PEOPLE! ohhhh no……
I have learned this month that patience is not one of my virtues and the older we get the more complicated things become. For no reason!
It always baffled me that people tend to describe me as a laid back and easy going person. How is this possible? I am 90% of the time wound up, anxious, obsessive and very much not in a relaxed state. I can best be described as randomly neurotic.
My kids are adorable!
Randomly and neurotically yours,
Wenders
Too busy to stop….
We sure have been awfully busy lately, Not sure with what exactly but I know I’ve been doing something. I have to be doing something to be this exhausted. Actually, I haven’t been feeling well at all and am constantly achey. I am afraid I might be experiencing early onset of arthritis and am totally frustrated with the effect it has on my desire to get back in shape or even to get out of bed some mornings. Ah well, gotta keep on keepin’ on. I just hope all my friends and family remain patient with me and my bemoaning. My motivation is really low right now. Hopefully, there will be tons of fun and exciting news coming up (potentially a new studio space, maybe ((please God)) a vacation and a new business venture… bla bla bla:-))
Snap crackle and popping
Wenders
A not positive or helpful stream of conscious post
This blog post is not going to be very useful or helpful or enlightening or positive or even coherent. In fact, it will probably mostly definitely be just flat out whiny, poorly constructed sentences. I don’t care, I am tired, I am hot and my hips and back hurt really bad. I am supposed to be doing all these inspiring and great things, but instead I wait until someone needs something from me and this morning I chose ramen noodles for breakfast. I feel drained of style and spark that is so determinedly me. Nothing fits in my closet. That is my own fault (see above for breakfast choice). This summer has been too hot, and I have been too needed to even remember when I bathed last. I don’t feel like making myself look pretty.
I have always been the type of person who put others way before myself, I am good at it. I have kids and I am a stay at home gal while my man works his ass off to provide a very lovely lifestyle, it is my job. Don’t misunderstand, I love being the lady who runs the house. I don’t mind at all. I love it in fact. Have I mentioned that I am very good at my job?…mostly …except when I go on a cleaning and cooking strike. It is just that I’ve noticed it is mostly those who put 100% into their job who need a vacation the most or they burn out. This summer I hit burn out. Maybe too much mind numbing heat and not enough (any) real time for JUST me and I = zombie. I need a break quite honestly. I need a break so I can work my ass off in peace. I want to work hard on something and not pay a consequence on it… Like when I over did it in the garden the other day because I knew I only had so much time to get it done. My poor out of shape body still hurts. I don’t want a vacation. I wan’t time to do more, I want motivation to do more, I want my body to cooperate and not hurt when I do more. Mostly, I want the heat to go away and for it to rain.
Thank you for listening to my whiny rant. At least I had the time to get this done before superJude woke. it is very important that we have schnuggle and cartoon watching time in the morning.
dedicatedly yours,
Wenders
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