Run Ragged but in a Hopeful Place

I am running myself ragged.  Going to bed at 2am and still not feeling like I am getting anything done is getting old.  Recently, I canned a few jars of grape jelly and the first batch didn’t quite set firmly enough.  The jelly was still fabulous anyway.  I feel like unset jelly….errrr which reminds me, I need to add “joining a gym” to my list ASAP…..

Funny thing is, I still feel as if I am in a hopeful place.  I feel the perpetual tug forward.  I feel the excitement of what’s to come next, of which I haven’t a clue.  At least I am not sitting still.   Anyone else in this place?